SuzukiChopper
Senior Chief Petty Officer
- Joined
- Oct 10, 2004
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I've been back and forth about posting about this on here for the last couple weeks, but I have been on this forum for about 5 or 6 years and have seen the knowledge shared. Not just about boats, but about life itself and figured I may as well give it a go. It's a bit of a rant but I hope some people can share some knowledge with me.
For the last 3 years or so I've had thoughts about venturing out in to the business world on my own. For the last 5 years I've done the consulting thing, almost 3 years as a software developer and recently acquired a good paying position that didn't involve me having to be the uber geek people saw me as. Unfortunately (and I'll spare you all the details), some hard times have fallen upon myself. This is nothing new to me though and although my dad was the one that taught me to always be strong, he can't even understand how I'm handling what I'm going through. I'm only 26 but this last position had me being paid as well as my father was after 35 years of employment, not 6 figures, but close. It was my chance to further myself, to further my knowledge, to be able to pay back the debts I have from school and ultimately further myself as an individual who was looking forward to helping a company achieve new goals. End of the day I have not only been treated unfairly by said company but I have had my reputation spoiled and have had a few previous employers even back away from me at this point.
A couple months with no pay has happened once before to me and that kicked off the 3 year stint as a developer. It's a little more difficult now owning a house. It has given me a lot of time to think though and has given me time to do some soul searching. First off, I do have a diploma as a Computer Engineer Technologist. I went the "college" route because if I ended up with my degree from a University, I would still be in school and would finish with my PhD. Tempting, but I'm a hands on guy and wanted to apply my knowledge sooner then later. I do have various different skills... not just computer related. Carpentry, welding, metal work, body work, car/house painting, electrical (my dad's line of work), plumbing, etc. Most of all EVERY aspect of computers. Administration, security, web design, web programming, software design/architecture, software development and also things that go along with this like business development, business analysis, etc. I'm very business oriented and apply that whenever I can to technical problems. I've been told by a lot of people that I could make it on my own and I have an excellent track record of turning ideas into reality.
Here is where my weaknesses come into play though...
1. I don't have an idea
2. It seems like too many people have told me I'm too honest (scares me)
3. I can't sell a damn thing
4. I've spread myself too thin with my knowledge and don't know where to focus
5. THIS IS THE MOST IMPORTANT - I have no idea where to start, how to start or where to get any kind of funding to even start... at this point I have no dollars to my name but am very enthusiastic about starting something to not benefit me, but to benefit society, I have a lot to give.
#1 and #5 above are where I really need help, especially #5. I'm tired of being held back by corporate policies and procedures that applied 20 years ago. I'm tired of having a union guy complaining that I stepped on their toes because I did his job in 1/4 of the time it would have taken him. I'm tired of the red tape and the brick walls that I have faced to get something done. I'm tired of over-promised, over-budgeted projects that are 2 years late. It literally makes me sick to my stomach seeing this stuff, but I don't know where to start. I know it's a risk, I know it's a commitment, I know I might fail. I've been through that before as well... I just don't know how to start.
For the last 3 years or so I've had thoughts about venturing out in to the business world on my own. For the last 5 years I've done the consulting thing, almost 3 years as a software developer and recently acquired a good paying position that didn't involve me having to be the uber geek people saw me as. Unfortunately (and I'll spare you all the details), some hard times have fallen upon myself. This is nothing new to me though and although my dad was the one that taught me to always be strong, he can't even understand how I'm handling what I'm going through. I'm only 26 but this last position had me being paid as well as my father was after 35 years of employment, not 6 figures, but close. It was my chance to further myself, to further my knowledge, to be able to pay back the debts I have from school and ultimately further myself as an individual who was looking forward to helping a company achieve new goals. End of the day I have not only been treated unfairly by said company but I have had my reputation spoiled and have had a few previous employers even back away from me at this point.
A couple months with no pay has happened once before to me and that kicked off the 3 year stint as a developer. It's a little more difficult now owning a house. It has given me a lot of time to think though and has given me time to do some soul searching. First off, I do have a diploma as a Computer Engineer Technologist. I went the "college" route because if I ended up with my degree from a University, I would still be in school and would finish with my PhD. Tempting, but I'm a hands on guy and wanted to apply my knowledge sooner then later. I do have various different skills... not just computer related. Carpentry, welding, metal work, body work, car/house painting, electrical (my dad's line of work), plumbing, etc. Most of all EVERY aspect of computers. Administration, security, web design, web programming, software design/architecture, software development and also things that go along with this like business development, business analysis, etc. I'm very business oriented and apply that whenever I can to technical problems. I've been told by a lot of people that I could make it on my own and I have an excellent track record of turning ideas into reality.
Here is where my weaknesses come into play though...
1. I don't have an idea
2. It seems like too many people have told me I'm too honest (scares me)
3. I can't sell a damn thing
4. I've spread myself too thin with my knowledge and don't know where to focus
5. THIS IS THE MOST IMPORTANT - I have no idea where to start, how to start or where to get any kind of funding to even start... at this point I have no dollars to my name but am very enthusiastic about starting something to not benefit me, but to benefit society, I have a lot to give.
#1 and #5 above are where I really need help, especially #5. I'm tired of being held back by corporate policies and procedures that applied 20 years ago. I'm tired of having a union guy complaining that I stepped on their toes because I did his job in 1/4 of the time it would have taken him. I'm tired of the red tape and the brick walls that I have faced to get something done. I'm tired of over-promised, over-budgeted projects that are 2 years late. It literally makes me sick to my stomach seeing this stuff, but I don't know where to start. I know it's a risk, I know it's a commitment, I know I might fail. I've been through that before as well... I just don't know how to start.