Re: My best friends son died last night!
Mako-<br />I am continually impressed by the character of the people I meet through this board. I therefore, will delve into a subject that is extremely difficult for me. I too, have been through an extreme loss in recent months. In August, I lost both of my newborn children(John Robert and Margaret Scott). They were every ounce of hope and dreams that I had and were taken away from me way to early. I still have not recovered from this, but I have experienced thru family and friends many different support mechanisms during my grieving process. All were good and helped but most important to note is that each has an appropriate timing to help the loved one that is grieving. For instance, I am not very religious, but as my little girl took her last breath while I was holding her in my arms in the hospital, while my wife cried next to me, it was my wife's minister who spoke so eloquently and compassionate that not only my wife but i felt comfort from his words. I honestly do not feel that ANYONE could have said anything that would have made us feel better except him. I still feel uncomfortable at church after that moment, but there is no doubt that his words and scripture touched my soul at the very least for that moment to help me handle what was happening. I have felt that friends expressing their own pain and compassion can be overwhelming to the people already maxed out on their own pain/grief. I would simply "be around" to talk IF he wants to talk...otherwise just be there even if its silence more than talk. Heck, my dad and I spend more time tinkering with the boats now than ever before. We NEVER start off a conversation about the tragedy, although I know that if I need to talk, he will be there to LISTEN and express that he understands. Its very important to not suggest ways he can cope or things to talk about...remember its he who knows when he is ready to talk. His grief will be slow and sometimes awkward, but remember one test to apply before saying anything that you might think would make "him" feel better.... Am I saying this to help him, or when I am being honest to myself, am I saying this and actually making myself feel better with my own grief? It is almost angering to me to have people say that they "understand" b/c they lost someone or they "know what I am going thru" b/c of some other reason. I know its said out of love and caring thoughts, but if it isnt going to help, dont say it. Everyone grieves differently and its your knowledge from your friendship that will be the information you need to decide how to help your friend thru this. The comments posted on this board are EXACTLY the kind of support your friend needs from you. Compassionate,not overbearing, generous, and supportive. I am sorry for this very long posting you guys.... maybe I should follow my own rule since I actually almost feel better myself and am not sure I have helped mako...... For that matter, I found this forum trying to get my mind on other things. Guys-Thanks for reading and expressing your heart felt emotions to mako.....genuine and inspiring to know people like you guys are out there.