Re: I Gotta do it this time
Re: I Gotta do it this time
Okay Okay Noel, here's an update! Still no smoke in these lungs! 8)
Got up this AM and my throat is real bad. Woke the wife up and had her take me to the ER. In and out in 2 hours aint to bad. Of course having a wife that works there helps.
Doc said the infection has moved into my lymph system. Put me on some pain meds for my swollen neck/throat and some strong antibiotics. Then he took me off work for the rest of the week. I have sick days to cover but that also will keep me from spending this coming weekend onboard. Only 3 more weekends and I have to forfiet one of them.
I got to admit that a couple of times that a cigarette urge was there. Just told myself that is going to happen and I gotta realize that it is in the best intrest of my future and family to stop. That curbs the craving for now.
It now has been 4 days without any:}
The hard part is going to be finding a substitute to keep my mind/hands busy since I no longer will be reaching for the pack, lighting up, flicking ashes, and anything that kept the ritual going.
Once I get over this illness and feel better, I know I will be a bit more active and look for that dang on honeydo list.
Thanks for the support,,,,,it sure does brighten a persons day up.
Wish you good luck also RPJS,,,
BTW,,,,I promise not to become a crame it down your throat type anti-smoker!