littlerayray
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- Feb 17, 2013
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Here's the deal saturday july 18 a day I will never forget I was out on the boat with my family get back to the ramp to pull out a guy runs up to me and says a diver is in distress I don't hesitate for a second and head out to help him long story short I put my life jacket on to help him and he passed away in my arms his wife swam out since we were only 200 feet from shore and had to deal with her panic as well my question is how have you guys who have experienced ptsd deal or dealt with it I've taken comfort in knowing that I did everything perfectly and there is nothing more I could have done since he passed away due to a massive heart attack talking about it has helped a lot and the widow is very grateful for all I've done I just find it hard to look at my boat at the moment and want to get back to boating I went and had my daughter hide my wetsuit and all my dive gear cuz I feel nauseous just looking at it